Anyone else

Not having a baby shower? My mom passed away coming up on 4 years ago and the only family I’m left with here in town is my dad and his wife who I don’t have a good relationship with (hence, wife not stepmom). I have my brother and two sister in laws who I’m not super close to either... but both sister in laws want to throw me a shower. I don’t have any friends either, just my best friend who lives 3 hours away and is really down on her luck at the time. 😔 I just feel like if I had one, I would have nobody to invite and maybe two people would show up.

I still don’t have the majority of the stuff I need (I’m 32 weeks) and I’m sort of panicking about that. 😬