I can’t explain how bad I feel,I feel like I’m nothing really, my family also wants me to go kill myself it’s really hard because not even my mom understands anything, can’t see myself here in a couple of years, and it’s so hard to talk to people, I haven’t cut for a couple of weeks thankfully they’re healing though, I’ve honestly been depressed for too long and I don’t know why but I just can’t go talk to somebody