Repeat csection booked!

My Feb baby will actually be a Jan baby. Repeat csection booked for 38+6 on Jan 28th. I have GD with insulin, a previous csection and failed inductions (3x), history of preeclampsia and HELLP and already temperamental blood pressure so they want the baby out before 39 weeks. I was originally hoping for a VBAC, which I can still have IF I go into labour on my own before the scheduled csection date 🤞🏻. I also have to start weekly NSTs next week due to my history and some pretty intense BH that they’re kind of worried about 🙄. My body hates being pregnant apparently.