Sooo anxious

So this just a little rant because I’m a little bummed out I had my d and c nov 4th and we haven’t really been careful these past weeks and ik it’s crazy and very unlikely to get pregnant before first cycle but I was hopeful lol since I’ve seen a success story and she was my age sooo yeah I guess I was kind of hopeful but all that hope went Away when my period came today and I’m just so bummed out. My man and I have been so blessed to experience the pregnancy and we just keep praying for our miracle baby😢 still have faith though! Just hard to get pass these days with the anxious thoughts racing around my head.