so i went to a sleepover with 3 of my good friends that are girls

i’ve always been bicurious, but ive never been in a relationship with a girl so i don’t want to be open about it until i know i’m 100% bi. i’ve had plenty of crushes on girls though

anyways last night we were all cuddling and i was w maddie and sophia. maddie and i were like full on cuddling. i know that lady friends cuddle a lot and just are more affectionate but it was weird to me and i can’t stop thinking about it. i cant stop thinking about maddie. i don’t want to like her though because she’s my best friend. maddie and i also slept on the air mattress while sophia and trinity slept on the pull out couch. while maddie was there i just wanted to be closer to her. idk.

do i like her? and how do i get it to stop?