Pp depression

I just delivered my twin boys in September, since I have been home I have been extremely depressed. I’m a stay at home mom, I’m 21years old. I feel like all Is sit around taking care of the boys ( I love them but it’s just work) I get out the house once a week for the day maybe. I feel like I have no one to talk to, my husband has work, I don’t want to stress him out w my problem when I do tell him how I feel he kinda gets upset/aggravated tells me this is what I signed up for 😂 I just want him to hold me And comfort me. My friends suck I have 2 good ones they have only saw me a hand full of times. I feel so lonely, I feel like my life is over😢 ive never been to a consular I’m thinking about going one advice? Does depression medicine work??