This might get a rating worse than R, i honestly don’t know how to word it differently, sorry not sorry.

So some background info: semen has never really been my thing and I’ve never had a guy cum in me. My bf and I just celebrated our 6 years together last month.

So my current problem, I’ve been dying for the bf to cum in me so hard. Like we’ve talked about it and he refuses because of the risk. Which I totally respect and I brought up getting an iud since I did research and they seemed surer than taking bc and he still refused. And again I respect his decision but good god I want him to cum in me so fucking hard.

I can’t tell if it’s because I’m in my late 20s, and while we absolutely do not want kids, my hormones might not be getting that message or just because I love him so much and I just want to do this with him.

Any advice on how to get over this or some type of compromise?

TL;DR: 27yo is dying b/c her bf doesn’t want to shoot his load in her in fear of getting pregnant but gf wants it so bad