This isn't a life...

I should have just stayed at work today. But I got my work done and was told I could go home. Home? More like a place I live with someone that I dont even know anymore.

Now this someone makes it a point to say things that hurt me. He sure knows how to pour salt during the wound and grind it in afterwards.

I cant forgive him for the things he's said and it makes me resentful. I always and have always with anyone tried to use the "law of mirrors" when it comes to people's flat out meanness....but this person is supposed to be the shoulder I cry on, the support system when I'm just down. Instead I sit in my room, with my trusty phone and this app (because I couldn't dare post anything like this on my social media) and cry it out. I never feel any better. I just wake up the next day, put on my big girl panties and do it all over again.