Tww like watching paint dry

This is the longest tww EVER! I've responded to others about this before, but it's all I can think about right now and y'all are the only ones I have to rant about it 😂. I haven't had my period yet after my MC mid November, and I'm praying/hoping/sending smoke signals/etc that I get a positive pregnancy test next week. I don't think I'll be able to handle AF if she comes, I feel like I will be reliving my MC all over again. Right now I'm in denial happily pretending that I'm for sure pregnant. Sending Christmas baby dust to all you ladies 🌲🌲🌲.