HELP, is this ppd, ppa or ptsd???

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Since before my baby girl was born on October 19 I couldnt and cant stop feeling affraid of her dying! She is my 2nd and I was way more relax with my first. 
This time around tho everything freaks me out, if she chokes a little or if my mom puts her down on her bassinet she puts blankets to gett her on her side.. or if she is swaddle an because she moves so much she cover half her face and stuff like that. 
It makes me feel she is going to stop breathing! Every single movement she makes at night i jump up to check on her to make sure she is fine I stare at her for hours to see her chest moving with every breath. I even touch her face to make sure she is not dead cold. 
It sounds weird but I keep asking my hubby to wait to get a vasectomy at least a year to make sure she is fine and nothing happens cause in the back of my head I have that bugging little something telling me that she is going to have a short life and I might need to get pregnant again later on. 
It overwhelems me if I put attentiont o those thoughts and it just makes me cry and feel sad. 
I dont know what I havr yo do to vrush away those thoughts and try to thibk positive that she is going to grow old and be with me the time God wants her to be or me to stay in this earth. 
I havent tell my hubby or anybody about this cause they r going to get upset with me and tell me i overthink and i am a negative person. 
It just feels awful cause I have a big sense of intuition and it never fails. 
I had a misscarriage last year and since i got the positive I told my husband I dont feel pregnant something is not right cuse my body kept telling me something and babys heart beat stopped at 6 weeks. 
So please help me figure it out and share advice on how to clear my toughts. And i believe in law of attraction and I know its pretty strong but Im trying to see what all this is trying to tell me.. or if its something getting me mentally ready for something.. I DONT KNOW! 
Sorry for the long badly written post and thank you if you got this far. Pic of my 7week old and another one of both pf my dolls!

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It really sounds like PPA, you should really contact your doctor and let them know how you’re feeling.

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PPA. I had it too. I was constantly worried about my baby dying or myself dying. It's so hard.

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This is my daily life about everything. I finally got on daily medication and it seemed to have eased up a bit but I still have my moments. I'm very lucky in the sense that my husband knows the extent of my worry and anxiety and is always quick to put it at ease when it gets bad, and always makes sure to answer my text or call so I don't worry somethings happened to him. My brain only operates in worse case scenarios. 
Just know you're not alone in what you're feeling and the best thing you can do for yourself is to talk to someone about it and maybe get some medication.

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You should talk to your doctor, they can help. Your babies are beautiful btw

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you need to seek therapy, unfortunately it’s hard to diagnose over the internet. i hope you find treatment soon

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Sounds like PPA! I didn’t even know it was a thing! I was just like you! I think it was about a little over a year when I started to relax about it, but I wish I had known so I could’ve gotten help. Nobody told me it wasn’t normal to worry about my child dying every second of the day. I too lost a child before. I lost mine at 35 weeks, so my anxiety started the moment I saw those two pink lines. I didnt even let myself buy anything for my second child until I was well over the 35 weeks time. 
Please go see your doctor and tell them what you’re going through and get some help.

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It sounds like postpartum anxiety

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PPA I'm with you. I am medicated and go to counseling biweekly. I am doing my best to send little love notes to my baby and keeping positive thoughts in the world. But it is so hard, especially because she had trouble breathing at birth and I still blame myself because i was suppose to keep her safe not make her sick - my husband tells me not to blane myself, but it is SO difficult.

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It does sound like PPA. Talk to your doctor about it. Also visit www.postpartumprogress.com.￼

HELP, is this ppd, ppa or ptsd???

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