So I had the scare of my life back in June I have/had anxiety over my heart for no reason. So I had my twins back in September 2018 and I got right into jogging like a lot. So I started noticing heart flutters like it would feel like my heart would have a bang and skip. So I went to the doctors and they did holsters and ECGs and they said I have PVCs. So I dealt with it but it still didn’t feel right I just felt like deep down I knew something wasn’t right and that having those feelings all day everyday didn’t seem right. So fast forward I jogged the night of June 29 and I came home and had some chocolate almonds for a treat because I had been working so hard. Anyways my heart seriously started skipping so hard and it felt off no pain but just like I couldn’t handle it like to much. I had felt this before but this was different. Anyways my husband watched our kids and I drove myself to the hospital because I didn’t want to call an ambulance. I was out of it I had the worst anxiety the worst feeling in the world. So I went they did an ecg and they were a bit concerned so they drew some blood and they tested an Enzyme your troponin which they test to see if someone has experienced a heart attack. It’s a super sensitive blood test and it should never be elevated. The nurse took me over to cardiac and told me to get comfy and to sleep a little bit nobody told me anything. I had the worst anxiety of my life that night I was living my biggest fear. Anyways at 3:30am a doctor came in and told me that my troponin was elevated and they had absolutes no idea why given my age 29. Anyways I had to stay in the hospital for a couple of days and had to do testing MRI, echocardiogram and see a cardiologist. To this day they don’t know why or what but I am on medication. Anyways I wanted to get this tattoo because it’s something EXTREMELY important to me . Because of that night it showed me how strong I could be and how greatful I am to be healthy and alive♥️