I don't know what's going on anymore 😭😭

Im currently on CD 35 of a 24-26 day cycle... I took a hpt Monday and yesterday and both BFN. I'm so sick of getting my hopes up! I feel like everyone is having babies around me. Everyone BUT ME. We have been TTC for almost 2 years off and on since our miscarriage in May 2018. I was taking Conception Vitex and Myoinositol for 12 weeks and gave the month off like the doctor recommended. Do you think this could delay my cycle maybe? I've been trying to do things naturally as i don't like the extra stuff in prescribed medicine if I can avoid it but I'm thinking that's the next stop! For a year my cycles have been on schedule down to the day almost. I have 24-26 day cycles... I just want a BFP or my period is that so much to ask 😅