Even though it’s been 12 years it was like yesterday I delivered my baby girl who did not cry ( thanks to hospital fault) but now I’m pregnant and just made ultrasound apt for Tuesday I’m so scared through pregnancy I can’t enjoy it till I hear this baby cry. I wanna be exited and happy about it, but I don’t even know if this one is viable yet.. every time I’m almost past it and excited and happy I get super nervous and remember laying in bed holding a perfect daughter in every way except the fact she wasn’t breathing. How do I get past this so I can enjoy it like I want to...