i'm 14 years old and i have no confidence whatsoever. i can barely look at myself in the mirror and i can't even take a selfie without bawling my eyes out. this has happened frequently for the last few months.

here are a few pictures of me. i've had people tell me i'm pretty but i just don't feel pretty. i feel so bad about myself and i don't know what to do.

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i've also had some dealings with mean girls. my own bestfriend started being mean too and i feel like that contributed to me literally hating myself. i've begged my mom over and over to let me get plastic surgery, or something to make me prettier.

edit: and i don't really feel "ugly" i just specifically hate my nose. i want a nose job more than anything else.

UPDATE: so i took this picture like 10 minutes ago, and my confidence went down. i feel pretty until i take a picture then i go back to feeling ugly.