Writing this anonymously cause I'm worried.

(edited cause I forgot a month where I got my period)

I got my first period since giving birth in August two months ago on the 12th. Both months around the same time. After I had my first child, my periods went back to normal straight away, regular as clockwork. This time I haven't. I have never been irregular in my life.

I'm now three days late. Took a test two days ago on the day of my missed period which was negative, but my period still hasn't shown up.

I'm struggling financially, my relationship is in turmoil and my partner is really pushing that I have an abortion if I'm pregnant.

I guess I'm just venting but I don't know what to do if I am pregnant...

Edit: yeah I'm breastfeeding. Its just weird cause with my first child I was back to normal after my first period.

Edit 2: I can't take birth control because it makes my blood pressure dangerously high. When I went back for a repeat prescription the nurse legally couldn't give me anymore. We use condoms because of this. But unfortunately the condom broke.