3 days and the worst part of my year will start..

In three days 12/18/19 the worst part of my year will start.. A lot of deaths occurred from 12/18-1/9. My grandfather will have been dead for 1 year, my great grandmother will have been dead for 3, and my other grandfather.. it will have been a year since he killed himself.

i’m usually just really down during this part of the year and i don’t really like to express myself. also i feel like someone i know is lying to me about taking percs.