Been going through HARD hard times. Deep depression that I feel like I can't pull out of. Have struggled for years but it's at it worst and I'm truly hanging by a thread. I deleted my social media accounts, wanted to see who would actually be there for me, and see who would reach out and ask how I was. Nobody has. It's been a year. Even the two people I consider to be best friends barely talk to me. Nobody has reached out no body has asked about me. It's like I might as well have just vanished off the earth.

Editing for clarity. It's not the social media that's bothering me. It's the fact that my friends do not bother with me. I shouldn't have to reach out every single time to someone to be talked to. Friendship goes both ways and I've come to realize it's a one way street for me. Unless I am on social media or texting someone first, nobody wants anything to do with me.