Satisfying my own cravings

When my boyfriend wants sex I am always down for it. But for someone who’s shy to admit they want dick it’s me! Yet here’s my boyfriend of 6 months not giving me it this one time I finally admit I want dick he’s out here with his boys at his house playing games and I’m over here wanting dick I need to get me some! & I know for a fact he’s gonna get mad if I say some about getting a dildo for myself!!