I am 19w2 days and had my anatomy scan today. We were going to have a little girl. Unfortunately she does not have the top of her skull. I am so sad an devastated... I wanted my baby girl so bad. Sadly her condition is fatal and I won't be able to watch her grow up or cuddle her in my arms.. Any moms out there who know my pain? We have 2 options. Carry to term and deliver or terminate. I don't feel like I can carry on the next 5 months like nothing is wrong. Does that make me selfish? Please share thoughts.