Insecurities

So my friend and I were joking around, and everything was fine until she pointed out one of my biggest insecurities. In front of my crush. Im not super insecure of my nose, but it’s the first thing I’d change. Anyway back to the story, I don’t remember what I’d said to her but they were pointless jokes, things that made zero sense. And she says something about my nose, “look like you need plastic surgery”. It hit hard but I didn’t say anything to her. My nose isn’t dramatically big like I’m making it sound, but I do wish I had one of those tiny cute noses. So on subject, I’m not one for cosmetic surgery. I know it’d give me something I want, but I feel like I’d be lying to myself. I feel like it’d be wrong to give into a small pointless insecurity. I also feel like it’d give my little sister the wrong impression, I want her to know she should love the way she is.