I always have to initiate...

Rumi

My boyfriend has never been spontaneous but I'm getting pretty frustrated at the fact that I almost ALWAYS have to initiate sex. I try to wait it out for him to make a move but before I know it, its night time and he's ready for bed and too tired. Ugh. I just get cranky after a few days but I don't want to initiate because it shouldn't always have to be that way. I feel like it's a chore for him, because I always have to start it. I've brought it up in the past and then I'll notice a difference for like a week and then back to the same old routine. Not sure what to do, besides buy a vibrator hahah but seriously.

I just wanna feel attractive.