I’m so angry. Angry with my mind, angry with my body, angry that I have no answers. I’m sick of going to see my doctor for miscarriage follow up visits and being treated like I have the plague, hiding me in the corner so I don’t upset the happy glowing moms that have actual life growing inside of them. It’s frustrating. I feel like I didn’t just have a miscarriage, but I keep having this miscarriage repeatedly in my mind with every appointment, every pitiful look I’m given by people that know what happened. I had horrible anxiety before my miscarriage, and now it’s gotten so much worse. My sensory issues have worsened, I feel like I’m going crazy. I can’t be a passenger in someone’s car without feeling my heart beating out of my chest and having a full blown crying panic attack. My husband is as supportive as he can be, but for some reason I still can’t bring myself to talk to him about what I’m feeling, because I feel everyone is thinking “GET OVER IT!”

How do you deal with the crazy after losing a baby?