After my rape pregnancy when I was 16 I became ill and it was terminated for health reasons, and since that day I thought I'd never be able to have a baby when I was "ready", and even though this WASN'T planned, I'm pregnant and actually happy after so much misery, now I just hope my disorders such as anxiety work with me throughout this. I still need to re-enroll for health insurance and go to the doctor but I'm 110% sure I'm pregnant and hoping for a good pregnancy, my nerves are on high alert now.