mental health and pregnancy

i’m 12w3d pregnant with my first and i’ve been taken off of my medication. right before i found out i was pregnant i was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder but i also have ptsd, anxiety, major depression, and i haven’t been diagnosed with schizophrenia (and i don’t want to be) but i do have auditory and visual hallucinations. my depression is getting worse and all i do it lay in bed and i have at least 1 panic attack everyday. sometimes more. i’ve been off

my medication for a while now but being pregnant is causing bad mood swings and already having BPD it’s not helping. i need to go to a dr but i don’t have money. does anyone

have advise other than a dr. i’m working on it just takes time..