I dont really know

I wish I didn't have to clarify to people on the daily that I'm not single. I'm happily married with a 2 year old son but because my husband doesn't think I need or deserve a wedding band I guess. if I guess only way I'll get one is if i buy it myself. We have been married for 2 years on December 23rd and for our ceremony I had to use a ring I ordered myself off of the Wish App. I'm not a materialistic person and I dont want a super expensive huge ring anything like that I just wanted a simple wedding band but when he told me today that he needed to know what size pants and underwear to buy so he could get my christmas taken care of my heart kinda sank. I just want that symbol of our bond. A symbol of our vows and I just dont get it. He has a wedding band . It was actually the ring I gave him 2years into our relationship but he refused to replace it when we got married. I feel like a horrible person because I want this so bad and I've told him and showed him so it's not like it's not something he knows about. Just ugh! 😥😥😢😕😵🥺