I’m starting to get anxious. I’m due to test on Christmas. I tested last night at 10dpo and it was negative, which I expect. But now I’m getting excited and afraid all at the same time. It took us 5 years with our son, the second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> took. Now we are on the second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> and I’m so anxious. I so want to test Monday but idk if I can. I’m legit scared to test. Even after only one negative cycle this time all of the pain came rushing back. I keep catching myself thinking about being pregnant and being scared it won’t be true. Argh I don’t want to do this!