Giving up

I’m going to plan to leave my soon to be 9 year relationship. I been holding on and trying because I truly love him and I want to make it work for my son but I can’t anymore. It’s the lies, the disrespect, saying he doesn’t have Snapchat but he does and talk to girls. I refuse to let that continue. He is aware I am done with him as of today.. I’m going to make plans to save because I have $0 to my savings I life paycheck to paycheck. We live upstairs from my parents but I will make him leave and go stay downstairs In my parents spare room so they can rent upstairs. He has no family because he cut them off so idc where he goes or does my son and I are done.