Hi guys, I just found out that I’m pregnant after having an abortion in May..

I didn’t want to... but I felt like it was right because I didn’t have a job, I still don’t /: my boyfriend and his family wanted an abortion 100% but I regretted it and I was really upset by it but I also wanted to wait for the right time.

I did not mean to get pregnant especially this soon but I want to keep it this time I don’t think I could do another abortion and I’m really scared to tell my boyfriend he made it clear he doesn’t want a kid right now and I’m not sure he would stay with me.. I’m just really scared I love him I live with him I don’t know how or when I’m going to tell him but I want to keep this baby is that selfish of me? I know I have to get a job I will, but if my boyfriend doesn’t want a baby I don’t know what to do 😰

I feel so sick with anxiety