I’m going crazy...

Gabrielle • 🌈rainbow baby born Aug 2020🌈 #2 on the way!

I just want to scream it to the world. 5 weeks pregnant. But a year ago I got to 7wks and miscarried. I am so scared, and scared to be happy but at the same time I AM happy... what’s wrong with me?

I don’t want to tell anyone until I see the heart beat. Doctor said 8weeks, so only 3 weeks to wait. But I really just wanna scream it out loud to anyone who will listen...

How do I wait 3 weeks? How do I be happy and not scared... what do I do?!?