It's almost that day, and I'm dreading it so much. I have a 10 week old and an 18month old.. and a relationship that was just officially declared over a few days ago.

The holidays are my FAVORITE time of year, but yet again I sit here listening to Christmas music while he is gone; no tree in the house. There's been no Christmas spirit for us, at least I don't remember one.

To those who need to need to hear this, don't make someone your world - it's a huge expectation and they're bound to disappoint.

I don't have enough people around me this year, so I'm turning here to say it..

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - I hope your heart is filled with joy, and for those whose it isn't, I hope you're on your path to your happiness. ♥️🎄🎄🎄 Lots of love!