I had an abortion back in 2013. It was a very hard decision and I have a hard time even admitting that it happened. I had a d&c and it was so quick it didn't even feel real. The "father" of the baby and I never spoke after that. Now my life is turned around and I'm happily married, and we just found out I'm pregnant. I've been very emotional and feeling very guilty. I've been crying over the guilt and I don't know what to do. Is this normal? I should be happy about my baby but I'm just sad. Any advice or insight is appreciated.