Venting about being cheated on

I can’t believe you f***** me over. It’s keeping me up at night, it’s waking me up, it’s all I think about. How could I have been so stupid? I knew it was too good to be true. I’m not necessarily sad over it, I guess just because I’m shocked. I confronted you yesterday and you had nothing to say, you got caught up 😂. You kept trying to change the subject and say “babe stop” but no dude, I won’t let that go. Damn lol, I don’t know why I can’t believe it/why I’m in shock.

I really wish I hadn’t told people about you, now I look stupid. That’ll be embarrassing just to tell them we’re together then the next week its “oh he cheated on me” I feel so stupid. (Also don’t plan on telling anyone about what you did/not letting them know whether or not I’m single.)