About 6 years ago I met Tim. I’ve been fond of him ever since I first saw him. He’s always been the sweetest to me and always helped me when I needed it. I developed strong feelings and we kept falling off then staying in touch a little bit. It was really annoying to me because I thought about him a lot but it really helped me focus on myself and really understand myself and what makes me happy. But before I figured out how to be happy by myself, someone very toxic approached me. His name was John. (John and Tim are very close friends) I was vulnerable during that time and he got the best of me. He was my first, and I wasted it. He treated me like I was worthless, always would say things that made me think I was nothing. An example is that my opinion was wrong or like I should shut the f*ck up. I was truly so sad all the time and I’m usually a happy person. John got physical with me and was verbally and emotionally abusive. He would lock me in his house sometimes so I couldnt leave, take my phone, always scream at me. He cheated on me many times and some of those times were with underage girls. He even went to the extent of saying he would kill himself if I left him and he threatened to kill Tim and I. John and I broke up almost 8 months ago but John still is kind of obsessed with me. He won’t let me date anyone. But recently Tim and I have talked very deeply about how we feel about each other and just in general and we are talking again🥰 He truly makes me the happiest girl in the world and I could never even imagine my life without him. It turns out he wants me just as much as I want him. And Tim said that John hurting me or my family isn’t a possibility because he won’t allow it. Tim is over protective of me but not in a toxic way. He’s so respectful to me and he’d never hurt me. I just love him so much❤️