Christmas is hard

Jessica • Jessica Constantine

We lost our son Miles on December 21st this year. I was supposed to be pregnant and doing a gender reveal to my family today and yesterday. I couldn't even do Christmas this year. I had a panic attack before I walked into my in laws house. We had to excuse ourselves and just go home. I thought I could do it but wasn't ready to face that much family and Christmas. Will be spending the rest of the night at home with my husband.