Feeling so ugly....

I want to vent this out there... I have been on a weight loss journey for a while now, and I was getting so close to my goal. I just found out I’m pregnant with baby #2 and I have already put on 8 pounds!! I feel nauseous if I don’t stay full and I’m not throwing up like in my first pregnancy so I’m gaining all this weight since I’m eating a lot and most of it is cheap junk food... I hate the way I look right now and I hate how I feel and I feel bad for caring since I’m carrying my beautiful baby! I just know my husband is gonna think I’m unattractive and things are gonna get harder to wear. I’m getting a little depressed