So discouraged .

Jessica • I’m 30 have an almost 9 year old and a 5 year old. Four loses 2 ectopic one resulted in losing my right tube and the other 2 were spontaneous miscarriages and we are praying for a third baby. My most recent loss was another ectopic but thankfully they w

I found out after 30 cycles of TTC that I finally got my rainbow baby on Friday December 20. My HCG levels were at 47 and on Sunday they were at 84. On Tuesday they were only 95. I was scheduled for an ultrasound and more labs today and ultrasound was inconclusive as it’s still early and levels are not high enough to see anything. His was done due to my history on an ectopic and 2 other miscarriages. The levels today were 135, so went up but still not doubling. I was given the option to wait and keep checking my levels in hopes of a slow start or to take a prescription to basically abort the pregnancy. I’m at such a loss and don’t know what to do! I just cry and want to be alone. And this makes me want to give up completely because I can’t handle the hurt and heartache. Has anyone experienced this or something similar and what was the outcome. Sorry I just needed to vent.