8 day old... baby blues.

Victoria

I had such a great pregnancy, no real hormone fluctuations that made me feel any sort of way. Pretty chill the whole time. Baby Jack is 8 days old and we have a huge support system. Grandmas have been here to give my husband and I naps and cooking for us. Couldn’t be any better, except I I find myself crying. 3 days old I would just cry at everything couldn’t explain it. I truly miss being pregnant and still trying to decide if my baby even likes me. I’ve been pumping instead of feeding directly bc I basically starved the child the first 5 days bc I wasn’t producing anything. I feel like everyone is coming and going holding Jack and he doesn’t even know who I am. I don’t want to go lay down when grandmas come over bc I know I’ll lay here and cry worrying he doesn’t know who I am. I don’t have bad thoughts or anything like that, just real emotional. Please someone tell me this gets easier. It’s embarrassing that I have to excuse myself to go cry for a couple minutes. Anyone, please any words of encouragement or advice for the second week?