I've been seeing this one guy and he 41. That's the oldest I've ever been with and OMG hes amazing. The first time we hung out was in his truck because we both have kids and dont want them knowing anything yet. We kissed and I felt shivers all over my body, even though I wanted him so bad he said that our first time would not be in a car. The second time we hung out at a hotel. I was nervous so I stopped and bought something to drink (I was going for fireball, but my store ran out, someone said go for the knock off it's not that bad "sinfire") wo I bought it. I really dont drink, and I spent all day getting ready for him and making sure the kids were all good that I didnt eat anything. Well I couldn't get off my car. Cause of my damn nerves and knowing I was going to have sex again after a year. Well I finally went in the room and yes I brought the bottle with me I felt like an alcoholic. I asked him to take a shot with me. He did. We started making out but I couldnt relax, so i got another shot. Then he put some music. BEYOND by Leon Bridges and we danced to it while he slowly took my clothes off, he picked me up to the bed and started going down on me, I was a little tipsy already and he started fingering me, OMG it was the most intense feeling I've ever had, I felt so wet not the coming wet just wet, he kept telling me that it was so hott that I was a squirter, I had no idea what that felt like. I was trying not to be loud, but I couldn't help it i could never imagine that just being fingered like this could make you cum so hard. I touched him and he was huge. I mean HUGE! I got a little scared and him got up for a last shot, ladies idk what happened after that. I woke up and the bed was soaked, I threw up (yeah nasty amd not attractive I know) and he was just there watching me taking care of me. I asked him if we had done anything and he said no that i was so tiny he would break me, and that he wants me to remember our first time. But I haven't been able to take him off my mind. If he was able to make me feel that way by just using his hands I cant even wait to see what he feels like. Was it the alcohol? The no sex for a year? That hes so experienced? Maybe all 3. I cant wait till were alone again. Just had to share my amazing experience.