I’m happy for everyone that got a bfp but...

I was three days late and was just starting to get excited thinking that this was the month when AF decided to show up. My boyfriend and I are both crushed by it. We’ve been trying for almost a year now and it’s just starting to get hurt hoping each month that we’ll get pregnant. I have a 7-year-old that was a complete accident, and I love her to bits, but I want to give my boyfriend a baby that’s half him (even though he says all the time that my daughter is his too anyway) How do you all stay strong when trying?