Pregnant and scared

#I’m READY

I had my first pregnancy ever in June of this year at 39 and miscarried at 9 weeks. Took a home pregnancy test yesterday and received a positive at 11DPO. I’m excited to see the positive but scared as I just went through a miscarriage. I’m thinking I’m going to keep this to myself until the second trimester. I’ve waited 15 years for my rainbow baby and pray this will be it.