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Jasmine

My boyfriend and I are sexually active. I have trouble adjusting to his size. We tried lube, I tried using a lot of saliva when I give him head and it still kinda hurts when he goes in. What can I do? Also he is obsessed with want to cum in my mouth. I’m not with it but I can tell he gets upset when I say no. What would be a good compromise?