Ok before I start I am aware that I'm an idiot like 100 % I know this . I just need advice. So I've been single for quite some time and this guy I knew from high school (hes 20 I'm 21 now) has been hitting me up asking to have sex with me. I am not attracted to him physically at all but it's his personality that appealed me to him so we had sex since I have been horny and kind of in a rut. I had asked him for proof of STD results before hand which he had on his phone so it was all good so hes clean and so am I. Because of that we decided to do it without a condom and he came in me but I was taking the pill so I thought it was fine . Very stupid decision.

Well my birth control ended up failing and I just found out I'mpregnant. I haven't had sex with anyone else recently so he is the father. I told him and he is supportive of me and wants me to have the baby and said that he would make us a priority. Which I am grateful for. He and his family are Catholics and really religious so obviously abortion is not something they support.

I'm personally pro choice but I dont want to have an abortion either. Im just in awe that this is really happening to me and I really hate myself. I dont have any love or attraction to this man and I'm going to be having a baby with him . I haven't told my family yet because they know nothing about him nor have even heard me talk about him so they would just be angry . How can I make the best out of a situation like this ? I've been crying everyday I cant even feel happy .