Christmas has been hard with all the baby announcements, I’ve come off this app for months as it was making me a bit depressed.

My mum came to stay and kept asking if I was pregnant over and over as I have put on some weight all over (not loads I might add but thanks mum for noticing my few pounds of Christmas indulgence)... it really hurt I asked her to stop asking as no I’m not and she knows we are trying and failing...

I went to the doctor about my issues and they told me I needed and I quote “fairy dust” or to book A long expensive holiday and “poof” I’ll be pregnant... told me they won’t do any tests at this point.

Feel deflated fed up and like I can’t be bothered to even hope anymore.