Bulimia

I was diagnosed with bulimia this summer after I was raped.

It’s hard to explain how I feel.

I look at food and it DISGUSTS me, I have no interest or craving for it. But I feel the need to shove it in my body to replace whatever was stolen from me, if that makes sense. Idk.

I need to fill myself back up with whatever is gone. But good never works and I just end up getting sick.