Starting to feel real

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I'm 29 weeks and even though we tried for this baby it's all starting to hit me that I'm going to have a little baby to look after.. it's starting to hit me that im going to have to go through birth which sounds and looks so scary (I've just started watching birth vlogs on YouTube to try and feel prepared). My husband and I are so used to it just being us two chilling out in the house and looking after ourselves I think oh god what have we done, it's a complete life changing thing. I know it sounds stupid as I am ready and extremely excited but also freaking out. I'm sure it's normal... we have antenatal classes in January so hopefully those will make me feel more prepared.