No bonding between me n in laws

I feel left out when it includes my in laws. Their arrive on Christmas break, I can feel the tendency of not wanting me around.

Ex. I walk in to check on my kids then their walk away. When speaking to their brother (my husband) and i enter, the room goes silent. Ask him only question even if I'm right there.

I feel invisible! I brought game but nobody wants play. Play shuffle and slide on Pandora to kill the mood but I'm the only one doing it. All of a sudden everybody is to tired.

Me and his sister went high school together. I was in 11th grade when we meet. I visited his mom house thousands of time before and after marriage.

I had it out with one of sister last year once but this bond of no interest in me was already form.

Am I not enough for their brother/son? We been married for 5 year. Why didn't their stop us ahead of time?!

I'm a simple chill back person. I care more of other than myself. I won't say I'm an A person but rather B- and C. I cook decent food, clean everything around the house, deal with my 3 girls, make sure their brother is relax. I'm not one to party much but I enjoy going out sometime. I'm funny! I don't work but I help save with coupon. I clean the yard and vehicle all the time.

This vibe I feel make me feel alone. I stay up making sure their were gonna be comfortable. I stay up with excitement of their arrival. I stay up daydream of the fun we were gonna have but now I stay up in my bed sad and alone