Anal ew

My boyfriend is obsessed with the idea that one day we’re gonna do anal but it’s just so scary and gross and pointless to me. Recently he’s just started putting his thumb in when he hits it from the back and I won’t lie it’s pretty good but his whole dick is not gonna happen it already accidentally went in once not all the way but that hurt like hell I cried so hard 😂😂 hes just annoying me when he keeps on sayin itsgonna happen because it isn’t