So I’ve known that I’d be starting <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> in Jan. 2020 (TTC 22 months), but I hung onto that last drop of hope that maybe - just maybe, it will happen this last month.

My period just came and for some reason I am

now scared. It’s like this rush of emotion just hit me. It’s all so real now, my journey to motherhood will be long, emotional, stressful and expensive .

I never imagined at 28 that this would be the journey my life would take.

When I started TTC at 26, I thought it would happen- I’ve had regular cycles my entire life, I ovulate every month, and dr found no issues until last month when my AMH significantly dropped.

I pray to God this journey is successful so I can tell my child who desperately we wanted to bring them into this world, how scared, and emotional I was.. but how it was all worth it.