Why is this stage of pregnancy so scary

Mandy 💕 • 👰🏼🤱🤰🏼

I’ve seen quite a few ladies post about how scared they are to have a miscarriage or that at any second they think it will happen and you know what I’m exactly the same.

This baby for me definitely wasn’t planned and was a huge shock. But as soon as I was pregnant I knew ! The strangest thing. I just knew in my gut. I’m not sure of when I ovulated as I wasn’t trying or tracking.

I got my hcg done yesterday and it was 68. That’s awful. They makes me think I don’t have a sticky bean. I thought I was starting to bleed earlier but nothing since so idk what’s happening. Bought a clear blue test which for 2-3 means it has a 153 threshold. If that’s true. It means my hcg has in fact increased.

Idk what to think. Trying to be calm enjoy not being sick just spend time with my 10month old daughter.