Best friend

So I have a best friend and we met last year, he is a guy ofc. But I am really falling hard and I might be in live with him. He helps me with anything and not gonna lie when we watch movies we cuddle. Or when we go to six flags sometimes I get nerves and he holds my hand and I feel so good, on Halloween we went to fright fest and I can’t do clowns like at all and I heard they were coming out so I had a panic attack and he held me and and held me till we were out of the park. Sometimes I feel like he likes me back but other times I see him hugging all of his other friends that are girls and I’m not super jealous I just have to come to the ultimate conclusion that he doesnt like me and it’s just cause we’re friends cause he does stuff Luke that with everyone. I really fell hard for the guy and I can’t have him and it hurts, it hurts so bad that I know he will never see me that way and I cry about it all the time but I need to stop because it’s never gonna work out and now I feel so much better confessing this 🥵🥰✌🏼 Thankyou